Confessions (Part 7) 

The loves I’ve had and tossed away are too numerable to mention.  Some romantic, some platonic, some a mixture of friendship and unspoken desire.  Desperate, desperate, desperate, I searched for love.  Friendship.  Connection.

Ohhh, but the Creator of Worlds is wise and clever.  If I’d found fulfillment and love amongst my family and peers, if my levels of discomfort and angst hadn’t risen to the levels which they had, I’d never have reached the levels of understanding I’ve gained.  I’d never have budged.

I was such a ‘fraidy-cat.

Part 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 (coming soon!) (If ‘soon’ arrives, and I forget to update the links, somebody please be kind enough to let me know in the comments so I can correct it!)

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Author: Amanda

I'm married to my best friend, we live in Virginia, USA, and have one cat together. I am literally going through the process of developing my Self. Until recently, I had no concept of who I was, what I wanted, or even that I didn't know these things. That's all changed, and as a result, I am changing at a rapid pace. Try and keep up.

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